wow! Well previously whats happened, or at least my assumptions of whats happened would get me down. Not in this instance. one of my "projects" appears to have no standards and thus has been disguarded. Harsh? No its really not, if your not doing me any good chances are i'm really not helping you and thus its best for the both of us if I distance or cut myself out of your life. Also the use of the term projects isnt to dehumanize anyone its more for confidiential reasons and also to stop me focusing on just one person or persons in my life that way everyone gets some of the goodness I have to give; whilst those who require it will get the darkness. However not quick to judge i'm going to make sure I get all the facts before plotting there inevitable downfall. Yes Smarties turned into a bitch. I'm going to attack from all angles affected every aspect of there lives like a fucking virus eating them from all angles! Harsh again? No not really! i'm merely getting rid of those who hurt me most effectively whilst making sure others are effected as little as possible! I'm never uncivil to anybody I could literally hate your guts (yes you, the reader) but im never going to smack you (in daylight) and im never going to fly off the pan (in front of you) that gives you the power, and the energies. I dont want you having either. I'm a big believer in energy, good and bad and then seperately to both evil. Evil can be used for both good and bad in my opinion kind of like a in the long term that energy was good because although it did 7 bad things the one good thing it did that was good was very good! I dont think im selffish either. I preserve myself, I actively try and stride in everything I do, fuck me over, ill hate you for a while not because I wanted something you have or to fufill myself but because you hurt my already serverely damaged soul and that takes time to heal you fucker! As per usaul lucky readers I have a plan.......
- assumptions are deadly for everything this project assumes I will do my best to make sure its incorrect.
- for everything they learn about me, ill make sure if its good for my purposes its enhanced. Whilst bad things will be destroyied (and those who have planted it will pay).
- I will not worry or wither or feel bad about any of my actions or non-actions with this project since its just a long experiment. A battle I may have lost, but nothing cannot be learnt from.
- I will study this project daily to enhance all of my resources into refining or destroying it (or them?) depending on how bad the situation gets.
Now although making plans on a blog is clearly not too normal, I really dont care. Anyone who trully knows me knows i'm a civil, nice guy. I wont hurt or aim to unless severely provoked or stabbed in the back! Thats the worse thing for me. You could be honest, honesty is nice.
Chris.
Friday, 27 August 2010
Monday, 2 August 2010
long time reader; first time writer.....
Hey all!
Its been a long time; why? I'm not too sure! Anyway most of my posts are crazy goal based aims that normally never get achieved! Well this one is an exception to that marvelous rule! The theme today is diets! Im currently 94.8kg hello fatty! I feel fat and my diet is bad (too much shite and way too much alocohol)! So im changing this, I will drink but only when I go out no more casual drinking in the home every night! I'm going to gym five days a week (monday to friday whenever I can fit it in). Finally im going to cut out all junk food and eat only the best food I can get my hands on! If im still feeling shit in like 4 weeks im going to the doctors! I should mention here that ive currently got man flu some what bad and my stomachs become all fucked up from various abuses! In other news im starting drumming again! I'm getting a book tomorrow from the library that I hope will help me out no end! I may even give my drum teacher a call! On the job front im still selling my soul to the devil that is Sainsburys! It sucks big time, I want out and ill do anything to get out! Say does anyone female need a rent boy? Yes? call me! On a serious note I hate it there, its too dull which means I think too much and when I think too much I over think and things tend to turn sour! Dont think do, thats a good saying and something im now living by! If only I didnt have work at half twelve i'd be out now in town buying some new clothes; because I can. I'm rich due to the devil (mentioned earlier (that'll teach you to read my blogs half way through for the point, as if there was one))! Have you heard i've graduated sir/madamme? Yes I got a 2.2 in Business Information Technology! What does that mean? well in an industry in which you need five years experience to pick your nose and then make the tea (in that order) not alot, but im hoping some crazy fool gives me a job soon!!!! Fingers crossed!
Chris.
Its been a long time; why? I'm not too sure! Anyway most of my posts are crazy goal based aims that normally never get achieved! Well this one is an exception to that marvelous rule! The theme today is diets! Im currently 94.8kg hello fatty! I feel fat and my diet is bad (too much shite and way too much alocohol)! So im changing this, I will drink but only when I go out no more casual drinking in the home every night! I'm going to gym five days a week (monday to friday whenever I can fit it in). Finally im going to cut out all junk food and eat only the best food I can get my hands on! If im still feeling shit in like 4 weeks im going to the doctors! I should mention here that ive currently got man flu some what bad and my stomachs become all fucked up from various abuses! In other news im starting drumming again! I'm getting a book tomorrow from the library that I hope will help me out no end! I may even give my drum teacher a call! On the job front im still selling my soul to the devil that is Sainsburys! It sucks big time, I want out and ill do anything to get out! Say does anyone female need a rent boy? Yes? call me! On a serious note I hate it there, its too dull which means I think too much and when I think too much I over think and things tend to turn sour! Dont think do, thats a good saying and something im now living by! If only I didnt have work at half twelve i'd be out now in town buying some new clothes; because I can. I'm rich due to the devil (mentioned earlier (that'll teach you to read my blogs half way through for the point, as if there was one))! Have you heard i've graduated sir/madamme? Yes I got a 2.2 in Business Information Technology! What does that mean? well in an industry in which you need five years experience to pick your nose and then make the tea (in that order) not alot, but im hoping some crazy fool gives me a job soon!!!! Fingers crossed!
Chris.
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