Grading.......

So its grading soon.......being a white belt im expecting to go up one grade, if I dont ill be gutted. I'm secretly hoping for two grades, but I guess thats pretty rare, but I can do it! I'm currently full of cold which sucks, and im very tired; which is odd considering im still awake now! I've got karate tomorrow, more grading practise I guess which is good, I want it perfect! I really havent done much today though, because of my going out last night and it wasnt the best. Karate girl didnt come out after I spent hours teaching her what I knew, good though helped me think it through more! I really cant wait though despite the nerves, standing in front of everyone I knew was quite nervy so in front of loads of people I dont know will be terrifying! But ill pull through and hopefully kick ass!

Chris.

Rocked....

My world has been rocked, I mean rocked! The very foundations of my manlihood have been shattered and a hero in my eyes destroyied. Yep, its that. I found out yesterday whilst reading FightSport, Chris Leben failed a drugs test at UFC 89. This is real bad news for me as ive always seen Leben as a real good guy; sure he has a lot of shit (and speaks it too), but dont we all? If only a little? After the shock of this is decided to go out and get drunk and now I have to give an essay in, whamo that creeped up on me! I hope we see Leben again though, hes such a hero to me, we where even born on the same day boo hoo! Gym later today anyway. Ill do a post later maybe, if your good!

Chris.

I never meant to hurt him! It wasnt like when I wrapped my arm round is kneck i was thinking lets hurt my best friend! But hay somebody pushed me and I fell, hurting Redman in the process. A playfight as I saw it, had now become serious; and now everyone hates me! Lets face it though some members of this house have just been waiting for the oppurtunity to outcast me and it really fucks me off! If you have a problem with me, ofr one of my attitudes tell me dont bitch behind my back or belittle more because I promise you, I am better then you! Not in an arrogant way but if you like put people down, bitch behind their backs etc and be like whine whine, negative, negative all the fucking time then I am fucking so much better then you!
In reality though at the moment I feel guilty as shit for hurting my best mate and now everyone hates me, I wont say sorry though, I would have let go had someone not pushed me to the floor and then nobody would have been hurt, but he was too fucking quick to suck up to redman and now im the next thing to the devil.
Other events of the day include work I really cant remember this has annoyied me so much!

Chris.

Went out last night, dont remember much. I did however discover the name of one of my lady friends, who i like. I wont mention names that would be foolish! Anyway got drunk just hope I didnt insult people. I brought a big pizza ate most of ity, shouldnt have done that! Slept for a lot of to day was gonig to send off my parcel, but might not now, as the post office is closed and im going to put it in its wii box and then send it all off together rather then risking my wii getting bashed to pieces. Weekend tomorrow, ive got nothing on as karate is on the sunday, however I unfortently have a mini essay in for Monday that was only given to me today so I better get that done!

Peace,

Chris.

Apart from having no money, life at the moment is pretty great. I've got made some new friends, and I feel closer to my current ones then ever before, the road ahead is looking very good, which considering how the summer mostly was for me is an upturn! Went to the gym today, ran faster then ever felt good, but tired. Then I got home and even managed to resist chocolate and shite, a problem i've been having recently! Instead a had a just ripe bannana and it was good! I also did some coursework today, not a lot but some, I plan to complete one piece for tomorrow leaving the rest of the week for the other (well two days but ill make a start on it)! Currently im pretty shattered, just listening to bloc party and thiknig life is good. Apart from I just saw the last of how i met your mother, and it was depressing!

Chris.

Bored, but i have no money so its ok!

Im currently sitting at home, yes its a good existence, sitting, sitting and well more sitting, lame! I did have a good day earlier, I gave some work in after pointlessly buying a stapler. It only cost 99p though so its ok! Anyway gave it in and did little more! More work thats it, tomorrow is football and karate good day! I also want to send off my Karate liscense form and pack up my wii for its journey to the repair man!

Well thats it *yawn*

Chris.

Bonfire night

I'm officially skint. I have very little money to live on for 5 weeks on saturday. About 20 pounds a week if im to be honest so im trying to spend as little as possible this week. Ok I had a KFC just now but im cutting out that crap and the chocolate because to be honest they are real expensive and I cant afford treats anymore :( Not even going to go out this week to try and save save save! Had a bit of an awful day too when a computer decided to delete some of the coursework on my USB Stick! Being very tired from staying up all night I reacted badly to this, but I simply had to re-write it all so no time for the gym, ill go tomorrow and do karate to because both of those activities are free and once more they make me tired!

Chris.

Election 2008

We appear to be on the verge of something big. As I type Barrick Obama leads MacCain, however this can all change still, i guess politics has never really been a strength of mine! Recently ive been trying to get down the gym and dieting. However both these things at once seem to be impossible. I starve myself workout then eat a load of junk food. Its pretty silly I need to cut out the crap, but then I starve and thats never good, but I need to excercise its becoming like a routine thing to do. that excludes the karate which is already firmly a routine. I also had a nine o'clock start this morning. They never get easier, its always just five minutes! I may probably actually sleep at 3am because im pretty tired! Sugars had its effect but now they are well and truely gone!

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz! Oh Obama has just reached 200!

Chris.

Partys and halloween

Its been a good weekend and its only saturday! Last night was halloween and I got badly drunk, but not over the limit drunk, ive been good at that recently (I think). I also met a nice lady walking down a hill, but then she vanished, maybe she was a ghost! haha trainings going ok, im going to start dieting I think to cut some weight because im kind of porky at the moment, something im not happy about! Got karate tomorrow due to the party with them! Also ive decided to get good at karate and focus on that rather then do judo too, its just too much and I feel real behind on it unlike Karate. I also think Judo is a little too physical, obviously this isnt the problem but when your knees are weak in karate you fall alot, it hurts just too much. Also we practise alot of ground work in karate so its kind of covered!

Judo maybe try again next year!

Chris.