I never meant to hurt him! It wasnt like when I wrapped my arm round is kneck i was thinking lets hurt my best friend! But hay somebody pushed me and I fell, hurting Redman in the process. A playfight as I saw it, had now become serious; and now everyone hates me! Lets face it though some members of this house have just been waiting for the oppurtunity to outcast me and it really fucks me off! If you have a problem with me, ofr one of my attitudes tell me dont bitch behind my back or belittle more because I promise you, I am better then you! Not in an arrogant way but if you like put people down, bitch behind their backs etc and be like whine whine, negative, negative all the fucking time then I am fucking so much better then you!
In reality though at the moment I feel guilty as shit for hurting my best mate and now everyone hates me, I wont say sorry though, I would have let go had someone not pushed me to the floor and then nobody would have been hurt, but he was too fucking quick to suck up to redman and now im the next thing to the devil.
Other events of the day include work I really cant remember this has annoyied me so much!

Chris.