its time.......

A few seconds ago I was just relaxing, thinking about what I really want, no what I REALLY want. Suddenly my eyes started to fill with tears, as I realised I REALLY want to get healthy. I REALLY want to get a degree and good job! I REALLY want many great friends and I REALLY want to get up and have as many people in my life as I choose (the number im not too sure of yet)! I REALLY want to move out.........now occasionally I know I go off track especially with the diets so i'm not going to be too strict on myself, just when i'm unfocused on one of my goals, ill change to another or ill adjust the target to make it just that bit easier to jump through......good porcilin doggie! Now I feel obscenely happy again! I'm going to write down all my goals and read them everyday along with a bit of the good book! Thats right I like to think a bit of religion can help me too! Now I know I kinda am I devout athiest, but this book really can have quite a hold on you, give it a go.....when I started reading it was just because I was bored......but its good stuff God is good. As to whats been going on in my life, ive got a load of work on right now and had a bit of a data lose problem over the weekend, which led to mountains of stress, im back on track now! This leads me to the next section of this post......short term goals. These are my things to do in the day, they help me stay focused on the long term and I reccomend them to anyone and everyone.....its simple just right down achievable parts of projects or whole projects that you aim to do in the day....if you dont make it at least you had a go and you can do some more tomorrow (or take a rest as a reward; always keep those deadline dates in mind though, I dont want you loosing your degree or job and ending up in a moutain of debt!

So come on Fernando, lets go dance (to our goals)!

Chri.