Life is changing alot now I see the end...........of education!

Hey all,

Well its been a while huh? Hope you didnt miss me too much now......ok please stop crying, no really! I was just thinking how much i've changed over the last three years and to be honest I think all of these changes are for the good, even if other people might not always apprechiate it! The first part of this change would be that I think i'm much more driven then before. Even a year ago I wouldnt have been too fussed about where I was going where ive been or who i'm with or investing my time and energy in. Now I do, I mean this could be refined so that I spend all my time working towards my goals; which in a way I guess it is, but you know only if winning on FIFA is a big goal, I suppose its more of a GOOOOOOOOOAL EAT THAT! I think i'm at a stage in my life though where if I think something could be good for me, but is incredibly negative both financially and on my soul im willing to drop it even if it hurts others. If it hurts my soul surely its bad to go along with it to protect others right?
I'm also alot more driven and determined to get all the material things I want in life! Richness in terms of monies and property and furniture is now a top goal in m life, I want a nice pad with alot of nice furniture so I can vask in my up-coming glory! I also am aiming to get a job I can least half enjoy. Although I concede that at the moment, I may have to settle with working at a certain supermarket on checkouts fr a while *shudder*!
Looking back that gap year may have been a good idea, but to be honest if i'd gone I do doubt if i'd have ever come back, I mean a life without exams and like rubbish lectures must be bliss! Also if I get a job I only have to be there for a relatively short time before moving on, with say education its a matter of years; normally a minimum of two!
So now at the height of the peak (but the bottom of the mountain) I look ahead and see glory, a fun and more importantly a challenging life!

Man this is going to be good, and I cant wait, roll on my last exams then im going climbing!

Chris (AKA The Russian Postman).